Tonight, I went to see an outdoor movie screening with my good friends Helen and Aly.  It was located at a local brewery and since the film was Top Gun, it was mostly adults in the audience.  Probably since I was wearing a somewhat crazy skirt I got a number of looks, but I felt so out of place I never let my gaze rest on anything for more than half a second.  I never quite feel like an adult in these situations, where someone would want to approach me at any moment.  Maybe I just feel like an awkward turtle 13 year old again when guys look st me.  Maybe I'm not ready to be found just yet?  I dunno, how do people actually meet each other in real life?